♥ Brenda
온유, 태민, 종현, 민호, 키. ♥
Beatty Secondary School.
Don't act like you know me if you don't.
I may not be perfect but I am always me.
I believes in horoscopes & I love blogshopping.
As well as cooking & baking. ♥
♥ Never ending sister's ship.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
this is so coool !
♥ 11:20 PM
Yesterday lazy to edit post ! Aft home from J8 , meet up w precious together w tiffany ! ♥ chitchatted awhile @ the playground outside school . When to block 203 & called johnathan down while precious went to buy things ! he came & walked to apple house . Halfway thru saw tianran so pulled him along ~ gather at apple house wait for precious ! aft that chitchatchitchat till 10+ & walk home . sent tiffany to busstop w tr than my turn go home liao . lols ;Domg i think today is the worst day of the week ! tiring man ! Rushed home after school to change into my blue shirt ~ back to school for AA again . tiring man . stupid sir torture us ;x HAHA . i think the sec 3 are seriously getting ridiculous . okay nbm . mummy came to fetch me & headed to marine parade for dinner tgt w bros and dad . dinner was nice . home nao ! (:
♥ 7:47 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
i'm feeling so tired nao ! T_T ohgreat mum has book me a hotel & tickx for universal studio ! (: happy k ! i think chem test today was effing difficult ! I STUDIED yet nothing from what i studied came out ! angry ! Class photo was also taken today ^^ Miss Jamie was absent so english period was a relax one . class photo was at 12 so skiped 1 period of maths. aft that was class bonding ;D teacher treated pizza and chicken drumstick (: oo dismiss ! . headed to SPH for blood donation thingy . packed goodie bags ! hahas . most of my juniors were rushing to pack as if they are in competition of 'packing the fastest' record . hahas . ended everything at 4.30 . hme aft that ! j8 w chenxian at 5.30 . not in the mood to shop today ! x.x homed at 6.45 & dinner time ! (: so tired ahhhh . OMG the goodie back consiti of milo , milk , some flyers & stickers & CHICKEN ESSENCE ! lol ! wth ! just donate your blood and you get to drink that CHICKEN ESSENCE . HAHAA . thursday is the acutal day ! its not april fool k though its 1st april lah . ._. going on @ SPH . will be skipping ENG & ASSEMBLY on that day ~ hahahs ! but guess a busy day then ! bye ! :D
♥ 8:01 PM
Monday, March 29, 2010
happy over th moon ! hahahs ;D okay busy week this week ! gosh ~ back from AA rehersal ! my leg hurts man ! Monday - AA rehersal
Tuesday - SPH for blood donation , Take photo for passport . J8 , Meet precious !
Wednesday - AA rehersal
Thursday - blood donation, CIP interview
Friday - J8
Saturday - Town w chenxian !
btw , next week friday & sat ; heading to universal studio .
Friday - sleep over @ the hotel thr ~ shop & walk around .
Sat - Play time ! hahas .
[ Animal & Co invited to stay overnight @ IR's hotel ! FOC . ]
oh yeahs that means i will be going it next week & in JUNE again ! wahahah .
˙sǝɯıʇ pooƃ plo ǝɥʇ ؛ǝɯıʇ ʇsɐl ǝq oʇ pǝsn ǝʍ ʍoɥ ssıɯ ı
♥ 6:02 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
when to j8 shopping w chenxian ytd agn ! (: omg 2 days str8 shopping . spent almost $400 . sigh ! but nevermind ;D its time to clear my wardrobe . photo taken w chenxian will post other day (: oh yeah my family went malaysia @ 3am but i didn't because my passport is expiring @ june ! my stupid passport ... cause me alot of troubles ! the previous time i went to korea , i couldn't pass the machine thingy ! i need the counter whereas my other friends had to wait for me instead x.x mum gonna bring me to make new one soon ! (: at least i get to sleep for long hours instead of being tortured under the hot sun my malaysia ~ alot mosquitoe there too ^^woke up at 1+ today. recieved a text from zhabor ~ off to dg . pei her buy things ! went to daiso too . omg so many things i wanna buy there T_T i spent $22 bucks there ! LOL ;x i must save naooo ! hahahas . facebook nao . bye ! (:
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Stand by me
Stand by me,
look towards
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me,
guard over me
Because I am still clumsy at love
My feelings get better as I look at you
I find myself randomly singing
I even want to buy a single rose
This side of myself is so new
As my heart becomes closer to you
The world becomes more beautiful
If you feel my nervousness
Will you wait just a little bit?
Together making love
Forever making you smile
Filled with your bright smile
Together making love
Forever making you smile
Now hold my hands
Stand by me, look towards me
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me,
guard over me
I feel I am still clumsy at love
The more I get to know you, my heart quivers
All I can do is smile
Shall I try to kiss you?
Will it get me a little closer to your heart?
Could these feelings be love
I’m still shy
I haven’t even taken a single step to you
So please wait for my love
Together making love
Forever making you smile
Filled with your bright smile
Together making love
Forever making you smile
I will slowly head towards you step by step
Stand by me,
look towards me
Somehow, I want to be closer to you
Stand by me,
guard over me
I want to seem a bit cooler to you
I didn’t know at first
How to begin to love
I still don’t know my heart
But I love you
Together making love
Forever making you smile
Filled with your bright smile
Together making love
Forever making you smile
Now hold my hands
Stand by me,
look towards me
Even though I don’t know love yet
Stand by me, guard over me
I feel I am still clumsy at love
♥ 6:17 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Heres the eng lyrics for Jojo & Juliette - by SHINEE
Jojo
( My baby , My love )
( My heart ) Jojo
Look, just look at that look
She's almost like me , saying how it's easy to forget
I don't want to believe it
( Oh ah ) A restless night
I'm so sick of my head hurting
I get on my knees,
Hit my chest, and even if I cry,
Can something that can't be done be done ?
Jojo ! When the sad music flows
I think of you ( Eh eh eh )
Jojo ! Why can't i erase
A heartless you ( Oh oh oh )
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind .
So many nights i wonder why
What can I do to make it right ?
Everything will be alright
So Jojo just tell me why
I don't want to cry ( Oh , ah )
My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply
I'm so sick of my head hurting
Even if i get drunk, Even if i'm drunken heart
It is emptied, can anything can't be done be done ?
Jojo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away ( Eh eh eh )
Jojo! Why can't I, why can-t I
Erase a heartless you ( Oh oh oh )
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! I don-t know y-yet
Baby~! Jojo, do you know?
The heart here is also cold!
Baby , baby , why did you leave ?
I cry and become exhuasted waking up from a dream
Jojo! When the sad music flows
I think of you ( Eh eh eh )
Jojo! Why can't I erase
A heartless you ( Oh oh oh )
Jojo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away ( Eh eh eh )
Jojo! Why can't I, why can-t I
Erase a heartless you ( Oh oh oh )
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
( Hey ) My Jojo! ( Love ) Yes Jojo !
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind .
Juliette
(Yeah)
A song for my Juliette oh~
The moonlight that's about to spill
Is undeniably dark
You're like a burning torch
Thats about to explode
I need to learn how
To shine like her
If I look at her
I'll be blinded
Please give me a chance
When you look at me
I want to hold you
But to me
You're like a playful fox
Juliette!
Oh ~ I'll give you my soul
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Please accept me
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Sweetly a little more sweeter
Whispering my serenade
The sweet addiction
Like a burning temptation
Even if your lips is a bitter posion
I'm Romeo your knight in shining armor
Trapped in a glass jar
Love is a red light
You're already the center of the world
My focus
You play me all day
Even if you push or pull me
I follow your scent
That embraces my body again
Since I can't stop
Just take my heart and breath away
Please open up your heart
Your gestures towards me
Passed by again
My trembling heart
Seems like it'll explode any moment
Juliette!
Oh ~ I'll give you my soul
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Please accept me
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Sweetly a little more sweeter
Whispering my serenade
Even without any words
Already know everything
Your eyes are telling me
That you wanted me badly
Now i can't escape
This habit of chasing after you
You spread like
An irresistable poison
Yeah baby Juliette!
Juliette!
Oh ~ I'll give you my soul
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Please accept me
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Sweetly a little more sweeter
Whispering my serenade
Oh ~ I'll give you my soulOh Juliette!
Oh ~ Please accept me
Oh Juliette!
Oh ~ Sweetly a little more sweeter
Whispering my serenade
Juliette!
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da
Juliette!
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da
Love's serenade
Juliette!
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da
Juliette!
Da Da Da Da Da Da Da
Love's serenade
♥ 4:42 PM
Friday, March 26, 2010
ytd was a trip to NYP and before that was a career profilling talk . woah i think i know whr i want to go nao ! hahas . I think NYP is just like normal other poly . but my dream poly currently ain't NYP so i didn't pay much attention there . but the lecture was fantasic i think . not forgetting this siva la ! lols . at the end of the talk, the lecturer said thrs refreshments outside the room & asked if theres any question .
Siva: ( raise hand up - waving left and right )
Idayu : ( asking question )
Lecturer : ( reply idayu ; meanwhile : Siva wait ! It will eventually be your turn ! )
Lecturer : Ok siva your turn . Yes whats your question ?
Siva : Wheres the food ?
everybody went LOL . lols ! :D classmates are those who complete your sch lifes :D
today school was fun i guess . some learning skills . the talker is very humorous . everybody always laughing . LOL . & knowing that acutally a human brain can only memories less than 50%. it was cold in the AVA room lah . played ruthra's itouch aft recess . hees . homed ! watch abit korean comedy in bro's room . out at 5 . headed to far east ! spent too much . ^^ hahas. fun day w chenxian ~ alright , amk tml afternoon & will be heading to malaysia @ midnight ! (: i've redone my english homework ~ satisfy w it :D hahahhas . but still lacking 1 points x.x nbm tv first . bbye ~
today school was fun i guess . some learning skills . the talker is very humorous . everybody always laughing . LOL . & knowing that acutally a human brain can only memories less than 50%. it was cold in the AVA room lah . played ruthra's itouch aft recess . hees . homed ! watch abit korean comedy in bro's room . out at 5 . headed to far east ! spent too much . ^^ hahas. fun day w chenxian ~ alright , amk tml afternoon & will be heading to malaysia @ midnight ! (: i've redone my english homework ~ satisfy w it :D hahahhas . but still lacking 1 points x.x nbm tv first . bbye ~
♥ 9:56 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
wee ! done my e-learning ^^ english 3/4 completed ! waiting for idayu's help nao ! ^^ shall complete it tomorrow ! :D heres my art piece ! half way thru ! :DD got talent de hor . LOLLOL :D sigh ! acutally got a chance to go universal studio ! thnks to my mum i missed my chance ! she forget to ask me ! lolllol ! nbm i shall go other day ^^ heading to m'sia this sat night ~ youtube nao . bye :D
♥ 1:44 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
sweet ! its 'holiday' already ! no sch tml ! thurs and friday stupid talks & outing ! (: theres some problem w the idiotic msn lah ! was so shocked when i saw nobody or 1 person online only ! hahas . thnk to zhabor fr that link i can see them all ^^ :D homework nao ! (:
♥ 10:06 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
School resume tomorrow D:
weee . movie today around evening w zhabor , wc , melvin , ph (: dinner aft that . robin came ~ when to buy things w zhabor , bought my new sch shoes ! O: ex bodoh . thn pei zhabor give ........ than home ! i've downed geo ytd night tgt w zhabor , but she ended up didn't do . i've print my research but haven fill in templates & i've yet to study for tml's geo test ! okay anyway i know and have decided to fail humanities , so no point studying yeah ! downed addmaths quiz 20 question ! w amanda's help too ;P thnks ! packed my bag ! i bought all my books back home D: so my bag gonna be heavy tml ! T_T 
nbm . AA training aft that . i still left w chinese homework ! penguin is goona help me w tht ! ahha ! :P omg after 1 week of playing and slacking -.- tomorrow sch will be ... idiots studying ! hahas ;P
♥ 11:22 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
no computer for a day really shows me how boring life is w/o computer -.- my modem was down ytd ! today too . but i'm using the portable mobile connection so i can use my computer but my bros cannot ! hahas ! & then i started doing my homework .. omg . so much homework ! last min work again ! 4 emaths ace learning quiz , 2 emaths test paper (N) , 1 addmaths quiz , 1 chinese compo , 1 geo reseacrh & 1 phyisc independent learning quiz ! isn't that too much for a week holiday ! omg . downed 4 emaths quiz w di's help ;P 1 maths test worksheet ytd . dun have the other one so cannot complete . -.- and physic independent learning w jiayao's help ! hohos . so i'm left w 1 addmaths quiz , chinese compo and geo research ! not forggeting amaths tuition homework la ._. but due thursday so can drag ! ahhas . omg schools gonna open soon ! bye ;P♥ 7:47 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2010
cab to AMK - meet lian . home aft that . was suppose to do my homework today ! i decided to touch on geo first because its a research. i took the worksheet out and started reading. wtf i dun even understand a single thing ! argh , there goes my study mood! not in the mood to study anymore. dang~ studies aside ! meanwhile lian intro-ed a new asiasoft game . she said it was damn fun . she stayed up till 4am just for that stupid game . okay and i tried! its a car game actually, nothing much . started w some help from andi ! then ph help me get a new car :D thanks ! aft that played racing w all of them ! ;D off for now ! bye !reposting this story. think i posted it before . forgotten ~this is called 母爱
- Start -
My mom only had one eye. I hated her. She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.. I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond.... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her Grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," And she disappeared out of sight.One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity. My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear...They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have."My dearest son, I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up. You see.........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine. I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye."With all my love to you, Your mother...
- The End -
♥ 11:24 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
some ppl are seriously irritating fk . -.- its homework & study day tml ! okays just reach home . went out again ~ ytd wasn't a wonder full night though . kk shinee's fan should watch SHINee Yunhanam Reality Show ! its seriously funny ! (: esp the 2nd last epi . LOLS ! okays off to watch hello baby again ! bye (:
heres a shinee web (: http://weareshining.com/
eh hello ? if you are unhappy w me , come to me str8 & you need not drag others in right ? shes my friend too , not yours only . & she can choose who she wanna be w right ? shes not your dog or what , she doesn't need to stick to you following your ass all the time . & because of just a small matter you wanna make it like this , aren't you being lame ? oh common you are just another person who is no different from her who is lying all the time . you lie too right ? MOST OF THE TIME . what ? saying that you just wanna blend in ? -.- common do you even need to lie about whr you stay too ? lmaos . ! 16 alrd still pua so many stunts -.- grow up cans ?
♥ 3:35 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
home ! back from NCCGG campfire (: okay la quite fun ! woke up at 9.15am . prepared & off to meet lian & sab . went to eat (: had hard time deciding what to eat man ! zxc . next swimming at hometeamNS ! aft tht amk w lian . bought new shoes (: omg i miss monkey . okays nbm . yesterday went to tuition ~ w sab , andi & jer @ bishan (: j8 for 'breakfast' w sab aft tht (: walk awhile & headed to amk ! walked walked again (: hees . home aft that !
gonna watch my noona show now ! hees bye ! (:
♥ 10:19 PM
Monday, March 15, 2010
damn pissed with blogger .
♥ 8:21 PM